![Pinterest](https://pinterest.com/pin/create/button/?url=https://uknews.evprotec.com/big-brother-star-breaks-down-as-she-slams-reality-show-for-ruining-her-life/&media=https://uknews.evprotec.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/NINTCHDBPICT000240916198.jpg&description=BIG Brother contestant Laura Carter has burst into tears and blasted the reality show for the "devastating effect" it had on her mental health. Laura, 37, has told fans that her weight dropped to just six stone after appearing in the 2016 series of BB and called it 'the darkest, loneliest time'. Big Brother's Laura Carter says the show 'ruined her life'Credit: YOUTUBE/ LAURA CARTER The star's weight dropped to six stone after she appeared on the showCredit: YOUTUBE/ LAURA CARTER The actress, who flashed her boobs and had sex with Marco Pierre White Jnr while in the house, even goes as far as to say it "ruined" her life. In a YouTube video filmed in her kitchen, Laura blames series 17's 'Paranoia' theme for her outrageous behaviour on screen and says she was left with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder [PTSD]. She said: "We didn't know that was the theme. It was a real mind f***. I had no idea and neither did anyone else. It was like being in a living nightmare." One task saw the housemates dress up as scarecrows who were to be attacked by human 'crows' throwing custard and mud. However, Laura was the only housemate who was ever attacked. This caused her to believe the public were behind it because they "hated" her. "It was really degrading, horrible things and it was always me," she explained. "I went into the toilet after and was wiping everything off me and I thought, 'The public hate me, they want to humiliate me'. And I did feel humiliated. "It's like this switch went inside of me and it was like self-destruct mode. I'd been pushed into this corner, I felt like there was no hope for me. I was made to feel everyone hated me. That's when my behaviour with Marco ensued." Laura continued: "After having therapy and talking about what I did, I've come to realise it was almost like a mask I'd put up to protect myself and my feelings. I lost all self worth. I forgot that my family were watching, my friends were watching." Prior to her Big Brother stint, Laura was working in){kind=link}
BIG Brother contestant Laura Carter has burst into tears and blasted the reality show for the “devastating effect” it had on her mental health.
Laura, 37, has told fans that her weight dropped to just six stone after appearing in the 2016 series of BB and called it ‘the darkest, loneliest time’.
The actress, who flashed her boobs and had sex with Marco Pierre White Jnr while in the house, even goes as far as to say it “ruined” her life.
In a YouTube video filmed in her kitchen, Laura blames series 17’s ‘Paranoia’ theme for her outrageous behaviour on screen and says she was left with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder [PTSD].
She said: “We didn’t know that was the theme. It was a real mind f***. I had no idea and neither did anyone else. It was like being in a living nightmare.”