![Pinterest](https://pinterest.com/pin/create/button/?url=https://uknews.evprotec.com/stormzy-says-devastating-split-from-maya-jama-showed-him-he-was-still-a-boy/&media=https://uknews.evprotec.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/0_PROD-Stormzy.jpg&description=It must have been awkward backstage at the MTV Europe Music Awards... Stormzy says his break-up from Maya Jama "devastated his world" - and both attended the Dusseldorf bash on Sunday. But the grime star says he felt forced to change his behaviour in the wake of his spilt from the new Love Island host, as he realised he "was a boy". The couple dated for four years before calling it quits in 2020 amid rumours of his infidelity, which he has denied. The split made him focus on "the necessary work I have to do to make sure I'm not in this position again" as he speaks ahead of Wednesday's GQ Men Of The Year Celebration 2022 in association with BOSS. Stormzy (right), pictured with Taylor Swift (left), attended the MTV EMAs on Sunday (Image: Stormzy/Instagram) His ex-partner Maya Jama (pictured) was also at the awards ceremony (Image: AFP via Getty Images) "I'd never experienced a break-up and the feelings that come with a break-up," he tells GQ. "It showed me that I was a boy. And I do not want to go any further as a boy. I don't want to be like that." Do you enjoy reading about celebrities? Sign up for all the best celeb news from the Mirror here . "That means growth, accountability, changing my character, changing my routines, my habits, my tradition, my values, my morals. "Because how I feel right now and how I've made someone else feel and how I've devastated a world that I was living in - I never want to be in this position again. "Everything I'd achieved for myself did nothing for how I was feeling in real time." The former couple, pictured in 2017, ended their romance in 2020 (Image: WireImage) Stormzy spoke about the break-up in British GQ's GQ Men of the Year special issue (Image: Jenny Brough/PA Wire/British GQ) However, he did achieve another goal on Sunday, which he documented on social media - a quest to get a selfie with Taylor Swift. He even got his make-up done in preparation. Stormzy will be toasted at the 25th annual GQ Men of the Year celebration in as){kind=link}
Stormzy and his ex-partner Maya Jama – who dated for four years before ending their romance in 2020 – were both in attendance at the MTV Europe Music Awards (EMAs) over the weekend
It must have been awkward backstage at the MTV Europe Music Awards…
Stormzy says his break-up from Maya Jama “devastated his world” – and both attended the Dusseldorf bash on Sunday.
But the grime star says he felt forced to change his behaviour in the wake of his spilt from the new Love Island host, as he realised he “was a boy”.
The couple dated for four years before calling it quits in 2020 amid rumours of his infidelity, which he has denied.